today . i started my day with pain. auch . its really hurt ! again . every month . my PMS always disturb me . like just now . and every time i'm in pain . i wish i could shout as loud as i can :
woi !!! penyakit yg sgt sket !!!! g maen jaoh jaoh lar !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wish if i can . for crying out loud . huh !

12 january 2010 .

eh . rse cm laen mcm jer . time tu da dkat pgar asrm da . x kn nk patah blek kot . hatiku bermonolog sendirian . jln jer laa . ish . tp da start sket la . time tu da smpai dlm klas pon .
hish . pergi maen jaoh jaoh larr .

waaa . air mte da nk melelh . aku da rse nk rebah . nk pengsan . nk muntah . nk berak . nk kencing . sgale bgai aku rse . aku ni da nk mati ker . ku bermonolog lg . trase sjok satu bdn . mate pon dah x nmpak pape . x prnh rse sket cmtu . thanks to iqa sbb ckp kat cg ida . time tu kt makmal bio .

then . rehat . pikah dtg melawat . echah tolong kurgkn sket . terime kasih semue .
ily .